An ancient practice of deliberately cultivating goodwill, the surprising science behind it, and why it begins with the hardest person of all.
We tend to think of warmth toward other people as something that either arrives in us or does not, a kind of inner weather we have no real control over. Loving-kindness meditation, known in its original Pali as metta, rests on a quietly revolutionary idea that cuts directly against this assumption: that goodwill is not only a feeling but also a skill, and that, like any skill, it can be deliberately practised and steadily strengthened over time. Where mindfulness meditation trains the faculty of attention, loving-kindness trains the heart, and it turns out the heart is far more trainable than most of us ever suspected.
The form is ancient and the structure is simple. You sit quietly and silently offer a small set of sincere well-wishes, traditional phrases such as "May you be safe, may you be well, may you be at ease," to a series of people, moving gradually outward through rings of increasing difficulty.
You begin, often to people's genuine surprise, with yourself. Then you move to a benefactor, someone who has been straightforwardly kind to you and is therefore easy to wish well. Then a dear friend. Then, a little more challenging, a neutral person, the cashier at your shop, a stranger on the bus, someone toward whom you have no particular feelings at all. Then, harder still, a difficult person, someone with whom you have real friction or history. And finally you widen the circle to all beings everywhere. Throughout, you are not faking an emotion you do not feel or forcing yourself to gush. You are sincerely planting an intention, a direction, and letting whatever genuine warmth happens to arise be entirely enough, even when it is faint.
The first ring, yourself, is the one almost everyone instinctively wants to skip, and the one that matters most. Wishing yourself well can feel self-indulgent, or simply false, especially for the many people who are habitually harder on themselves than they would ever be on anyone else. But the order is deliberate and wise rather than arbitrary. You genuinely cannot pour from an empty cup. A heart that is quietly at war with itself has very little real warmth to spare for others, only the anxious, draining, over-giving kind that eventually burns people out and curdles into resentment. Learning to wish yourself well is not narcissism. It is filling the well from which every drop of the other kindness will eventually have to be drawn.
It is one of the most widely practised methods in the contemplative tradition. Many people who practise loving-kindness meditation for several weeks report more positive emotions and a stronger felt sense of social connection. Many practitioners also describe less self-criticism and a greater sense of resilience with regular compassion practice. The old monks who developed and refined these methods over centuries were not being sentimental or naive. Through patient, generation-spanning experiment, they had developed a method that many practitioners feel gradually shifts their whole emotional baseline.
Sam was, by his own cheerful admission, a chronic grudge-holder. One particularly difficult coworker occupied far more of his mental life than he wanted to admit, every slight rehearsed and re-rehearsed on the drive home and again in the shower. He tried metta meditation thoroughly sceptically, and for the first several weeks the difficult-person ring felt like chewing broken glass; the kind phrases came out of him clenched and insincere. Then one entirely ordinary morning he passed the coworker in the corridor and felt, instead of the usual hot spike of resentment, something much closer to plain, neutral tiredness, a quiet recognition that this was simply another struggling, limited human being. Nothing had been resolved between the two of them, and nothing needed to be. Something had been resolved inside Sam. He had finally put down a person he had been carrying for years, a person who had never even been aware of the weight.
Sit comfortably and start by bringing to mind someone who is genuinely easy to love, feeling the natural, uncomplicated warmth that arises when you picture them. Then silently offer them your chosen phrases. From there, move slowly outward through the rings, and go only as far as feels honest on any given day. If wishing a difficult person well is simply too much at first, stay with the easier rings and return to the hard work later, when you are stronger. Do not grade yourself on how much feeling appears; the amount of warmth is not the measure. The sincere intention itself, repeated patiently day after day, is the whole of the practice. You are teaching your heart a direction, and the heart, it turns out, is remarkably able to learn.
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